286 days….

We went to the carols evening at church tonight.

The kids had a good time.

I didn’t sing a single note.

I couldn’t pray.

God hates me and I’m not too fond of him either.

Then I came home and spent 30 minutes sweeping the water from the garage for the umpteenth time today.

The pump has been running flat-out.

There is an inch of water all over the floor.

I am seriously over this shit.


I am currently watching P.S. I love You …. and Holly has just said that she’s trying to figure out why God killed Gerry.

I must say, I wonder the same thing myself every day.

I miss you.

I love you.