332 days….

I knew the peaceful feeling from the past few days couldn’t last.

I missed you like crazy again today.

I just couldn’t get a grip on the world.

It’s shifted on its axis and I couldn’t  find my balance.

Gravity swirls.

Highly unstable differential calculus.

Knocking me off centre.

tripping me up.

pulling me down.

My sun rose and set in you and now I can’t reset my compass.

I’ve lost my point of reference.

Adrift and unanchored.

But I’ll suck it up and try again tomorrow.

I miss you.

I love you.