340 days….
It’s slowly dawning on me, that I may just be experiencing the calm before the storm.
Your 48th birthday is coming up.
I wonder how the hell I’ll handle that.
I then have to be all happy-happy for The Wedding at the end of February.
Right before Day 365.
A whole year of this insanity.
How the hell am I meant to handle that???
I can feel a crash and burn coming on.
… but not today.
Today was OK.
Good even.
Maybe that’s what I am doing – filling in some good days to try to balance the hell I know is coming.
I miss you.
I love you.
XA
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Oh wow. This is just… beautiful. Thank you for adding me on FB. You get it,I think,more than most people do.
Your husband.. he sounds like he was a great bloke xoxxo
Hey Lori. … I’m so glad you dropped by.
I hate that we both know what this feels like, but I’m glad that we are both writing it out…. it’s somehow …bizarrely comforting.
Hugs.