OK – So I knew work was going to stuff me around.
I am telling myself it really is a better deal despite the short notice / no planning and despite the second (nutcase) teacher I now have to work with (the first one is awesome).
I am now also on class with the woman who neglected to mention your death to her then teaching partner.
God help me, but I need you to stop me from killing her in the next 11 months.
I know I can do this.
I know my boss thinks I can do this.
…and by next Wednesday, I will feel like I can do this.
But right now, I just see a heap of planning that I haven’t had time to do.
…and I know I’ll see the bright side tomorrow.
I miss you
I love you.