Lately, when I am on the treadmill in the mornings, I’ve taken to holding onto the bars, shutting my eyes and zoning out for the 40 or so minutes I’m on there for. (The ‘holding on’ is necessary or I’ll fall off the blessed thing).
Well, OK, not all that time … I need to spend the first 5 minutes moaning, watching the timer countdown, watching my pulse rate climb from 72 to 155 bpm, and feeling like I may die any minute from the sheer exertion … but after that when I settle into a rhythm… I can zone out.
….and listen to music.
But this morning, Come Back Again by Daddy Cool was on the playlist and I remembered us dancing with wild abandon at a wedding. Having fun with it. Your strong arms around me. Busting out with silly crazy moves. Oblivious to all others.Laughing.
…and it was such s golden memory.
…but I really do need you to ‘come back again’
I miss you.
I love you.